We packed all of our belongings and left Ghost Ranch today heading in different directions. I traveled to Denver with Lori and will be flying home to my beautiful mountains of North Carolina and to a wonderful man along three dogs that seem to have missed me almost as much as I missed them. I don’t have many words to share this evening……..just a enormous amount of love and appreciation for all that I experienced the past three weeks.
I wanted you to see the faces of the people that helped this trip incredibly special. I see the light in each one of these beautiful souls…….and I am blessed beyond measure❤
At the end of the day, at the end of our lives, what we look back upon will be the richness of our relationships. How well did we love? Did we make a difference in another’s life? Did we leave this place just a little better than we found it?
Thank you all for following along with me on this magnificent journey. I hope that in sharing this experience I was able to bring just a little joy to each and every one of you.
Love to you all❤
Tonight, in an open forum, the faculty of the January term were each asked to answer one question – how their story informed their creativity and inspiration. Some of their stories were incredibly poignant, some sacred and others were laced with wit and humor. In listening to them, I realized that I have not honored mine – at least not completely.
My mother was one of the most creative people I have ever known. She came from a long line of Italian tailors, being taught by her mother. Her skill with a needle and thread was masterful. Although I could never find a love for the craft, she never ceased to amaze me at what she could create. I know that the dedication that I have for clay can be partially attributed to her.
We also endured a very difficult relationship. My mom struggled with many hardships in her life and though I had great compassion for her, there came a time where I couldn’t be the recipient of the fall out. I simply ran out of understanding. I felt a great need to protect myself from the pain, and in doing so, created great distance as a way to save my heart. Since her passing over 8 years ago, it has taken a lot of time and thought to get to a point where I could not only forgive her but also forgive myself.
As I sit here tonight, I want to let her know just how thankful I am for every single gift she gave me. The hardships, the pain, the creativity, the determination, all of them. Without those events in my life, I’m not sure I would have had the fortitude and passion for the creativity that resides deep within me. Through these events, I have become clear about my purpose and my path. No blame, no excuses, just a deep sense of gratitude for the story she told.
Thank you, Mom. Safe passage on your journey home ❤
Dancing Lotus has made it through the fire……..Big sigh and deep bow of gratitude to the Kiln Gods.